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CONFUSION!!
From Max Wales
(213.105.228.21) on October 27, 2003 at 17:16:28:
Some times I can be the most confident and vibrant person, but this is only under controled environments. In a social situation I become stiff, paranoid can not relax and need loads of alcahol. But even when I get invited to do something social, the thought of it makes me kringe. I always fear the worst. Sometimes for the most weired reasons I start blushing and sweating, and this can be a shock to my close friends as not even they imagine that im that shy sometimes. I have seen some therapists, and they help, but the trouth is that they have never seen me in that state. I become a different person. They end up wandering why im wasting my money and their time. I would need to simulate a situation in front of them, but it is not the most practical thing. I feel that im living my life at 20% potential. I know that if I got rid of this i could make the world a better place, but as it is, I havnt got the confidence to do much. Any suggestions?
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